Yesterday I drove at home. I called my husband to tell him at what time I would be arriving at our home. And his voice touched me, in a very special way, as it did while we were courting, years ago. And I shared this intrusive experience with him, about how his voice struck me again.
And it made me ask myself. Perhaps my ears are one of my favourite sensory organs. I think I discovered that touching is my first favourite, sensory organ.
Or was it because of the memory I preserved long ago? And could it be a ‘bias’ as mr. Control has because of the past. Or was it just the ‘Grandma-wise’ that was present and who could feel all emotions? And how can I discover the difference between ‘Grandma’ and ‘Mr. Control’ in these experiences?
I still am having my ‘investigation’ :).
And how are you doing? I am curious.
Looking forward to meet you soon.
What was my goal?
Getting to know my preferred sensory organ(s)
Where am I with this goal right now?
It could be sensing and hearing. I am still observing myself and others :).
What have I tried and what felt like some success this week?
I tried to use more breathe excercises to center myself.
What is the challenge I still encounter?
To manage the toughts that just jump up in the moment, and just stay present. And also to calm myself. I discovered my breath easily moves up, and up.
What is one thing that anyone in the community can do to support your explorations – learnings – discoveries?